Poetry about being misunderstood and finding space for healing.
an intimate poetry about living in a constant state of being misunderstood,
and about how chaos can slowly transform into space for healing.
the book is structured around seven stages of grief,
moving from shock & disbelief to acceptance.
the poems reflect childhood in a toxic environment, teenage years marked by depression, thoughts of not wanting to exist, and addictions—both to people and substances.
it explores invisibility, emotional neglect, and the experience of wearing a mask instead of living authentically.
many poems were written in moments of fragmentation, late at night, with a notebook in my hand, as a way to survive, process, and name emotions that could not be spoken aloud.
it traces the transformation of inner demons into something meaningful.